May 2013
4 posts
Anonymous asked: Nothing can get better. I have no idea why did I even wrote what I'm planning to do. Anyway I will hopefully be gone by the end of the day, thank you for giving me another day of life now I hope you won't answer soon, goodbye
To the anon who just wrote… I saw your message and have to beg you to not kill yourself. It is universally established that the worst thing to go through is rape. Life can literally only get better from here. You can make a lot of money by adopting, and be a role model for others going through this. You can do it, you can do it. I beg of you to keep your life.
— itsagreat
Anonymous asked: I got raped. Every time I tried to scream he punched me. I could feel how he is enjoying it. I didn't dare to breathe. I looked like shit. He left me beaten with no clothes in the bathroom. Now I am pregnant. That's right. And I am going to kill myself to finally be free and happy :-)
: A Letter to My Harasser →
afghanistaninphotos:
Hello sir, I do not know your name, but you passed by me a week after Eid-ul-Fetr in the Bazaar in Kabul. You might remember me. I was the young woman wearing a white scarf and a long red embroidered tunic with dark pants. I was standing by a vegetable stand and…
April 2013
22 posts
Anonymous asked: It feels weird to write this because I havent really told anyone, you know. I have so many feelings and memories hidden inside and it's not fucking fair. What happened to me when I was a little girl, people say rape isn't the victims fault but it is the feeling I was left with, this intense guilt and this intense fear of doing things wrong or dissapointing people. Especially older...
Anonymous asked: Was on a rave when my bestfriend forced me to take ecstasy. While drugged, she left me at night time by myself. I tried to look for her but I kept on falling all over the place. I couldn't do anything so I sat down somewhere and just enjoyed the music and the lasers. This guy sat next to me, I knew he was on e as he was chewing on his lips. He suddenly grabbed my hand and ask these guys...
smilingthroughtears asked: Thank you for letting me know that I'm not alone.
Anonymous asked: Thank you. So much.
Anonymous asked: The stories being submitted on here are making me bawl. You precious humans should of never had to go through any of this..
When I was 4 or 5, my cousin started touching me. We’re both female. I never knew that I was being molested. She would make me touch her as well. It stopped when I was about 7 because one night we got caught. But that same year in 2nd grade, I was molested by a girl at my school. I was over at her house and she started touching me and then she began licking my private parts and made me do...
mariahjane2417 asked: I love how the post with "this is what I was wearing" speaks out showing that it's not the victim's fault. No one deserves that. She just looks like she should get a big hug because it never should've happened.
Anonymous asked: the neighbor's son was schizophrenic and he was friends with my older brother, he was a couple years older than me. him and my brother would play together over at our house for years. this boy would continually molest me from ages 7 to 11. when it started i didn't know anything about what a bad thing it was so i never told anyone and it kept happening. i've had it all blocked out.....
Anonymous asked: He was smart and athletic, and he was a great friend at first. But eventually he started to do things like grab my butt or make comments about my breasts. I didn't do anything, because secretly I was flattered. I thought it was flirting. I flirted back. One day he locked me in his house and fingered me, pinning me down with a sock in my mouth. After he had jerked himself off he let me go and...
saveourlosts0uls asked: Hi, I haven't been raped, but if someone needs to talk, I'm here.
Anonymous asked: I was 4 and my family visited a close friends house, my sister who was 8 and the close friends daughter of the same age left the house and I followed, we crossed the road and met an older man who lived in the nice home. He took lots of pictures of everything and suddenly my sister and the friend left to go to the house. He told me to stay and began taking photographs of me. I remember him coming...
Anonymous asked: I was 14 and had been dating this older boy for a few months, by now we had had sex many times. One day we were lying in the dark on my bed and he begins touching me, I decline and push him away, but he stays. He tries to kiss/touch me and then gets my pants off. He is on top of me and begins raping me, I struggle and keep saying a firm no. I start crying but for another minute he doesn't get...
Anonymous asked: I'm not a rape victim, but it really saddens me how many of these posts say "I know it's not that bad" or "I know some people have it worse" or something along those lines. Even though some stories seem to you to have worse scenarios, it doesn't change the fact that what happened to you is fucking awful.
Anonymous asked: im a guy and yesterday i opened up to my boyfriend about the boy who raped me last summer and all he did was threaten to repeat the abuse
Anonymous asked: My cousin raped me from the ages of 4 to 12 years old, 4-5 times a week, he tells me everyday to never tell someone about it. I was just a little girl...
Anonymous asked: I was out on strong sleeping pills and literally couldn't stay awake long enough or use any force to stop him from having sex with me. I was so afraid and shocked. My boyfriend did this. Is it rape? I'm a suicidal freak who deserved it. Always was.
mrscumberbitch asked: I just wanted to let you know that I really love your posts. It gives me some faith in humanity.
Anonymous asked: My mother is 40 now and I am 20, we're best friends. Recently, she told me about the times she was molested by a family member and her dentist. My heart breaks for her and now I see why she was so protective of me my whole life. My mother is the strongest, most respectful and resilient person I know, you will all get through it because she did too and your life is still beautiful. I love her...
Anonymous asked: From ages 4-7 I was raped by my brothers friend. I think he was around 15. It happened at least once a month usually once a week and I never told anyone. My mom walked in on it happening once. I have nightmares about getting raped still. I have major trust issues from this. I'm 13 now and I still want answers. I trusted him, he was like a big brother to me and he betrayed me. I just want to...
Anonymous asked: When I was 15 I was coerced into sex with my then 20-year-old 'boyfriend' who would manipulate me and take advantage of me when I was vulnerable. I am 17 now. I now realise that it wasn't a relationship. He gave me drugs to 'relax me' and 'make me happy.' I reported it to the police a month after. They dropped the case after a full recorded interview and a...
Hello!
I’m extremely sorry that the blog has been in a bit of a hiatus, I’ve been packed with work. Today, I will pay special attention to emptying the entire ask box. I realize that most of the stories don’t come through yet and I still haven’t gotten to create an e-mail where you lovelies can write your stories.
In that case, I will let you borrow one of my personal...
January 2013
1 post
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December 2012
51 posts
Anonymous asked: When I was 8 my mom left me in the neighbor's house. They were our friends. The lady who owned the house had a son that was like 15. I remember he took me to his bedroom and asked me to keep everything has a secret. He turned on his computer and showed me a porn video. He sat next to me in his bed and approached, grabbed my leg, but my mom arrived. He returned from a big trip last year and I...
Anonymous asked: I've been violently gang-raped, twice. I'm currently seeing a therapist and its helped me more than I ever dreamed I could be helped. I still struggle daily; I rarely leave my house, I physically or verbally lash out at anyone who touches me, even if its an accident, and some days it takes everything I have left to not take my own life. Its hard. Its really hard. But goddammit I'm...
music-speaksx asked: Hi. I've not personally been raped or had anything like that done to me. But I just wanted to say I'm here if anyone wants to talk about it. I can't speak from experience I realise, but I'll listen and I won't judge. <3
Anonymous asked: I was walking alone from a nightclub to the train station in the city (literally a 2 minute walk), when I felt this group of about 5 men swarm around me. They pushed me into a wall and one of them came right at me, when I heard a shout and suddenly they all ran off. A couple walking by had shouted out and saved me... I was so lucky. Even though nothing technically happened, I'm still scared...
Anonymous asked: when I was 14 I started dating this incredible guy. He was there for me when I was diagnosed with cancer at 15. In April of 2009, when I was 16, we broke up because he cheated. July 18, 2009 while I was home alone, he came to my house with his best friend, Sam, whom I had set up with one of my best friends. the boy I loved with my whole heart and his best friend raped me in my own bed in my own...
I told a boy. →
The story of how one boy ruined my life, and how another helped me pick up the pieces.
(I’m fine with not being anonymous)
naivety-and-innocence asked: Although I have been lucky enough never to have had to experience anything like this...I just wanted to say how wonderfully strong all of you survivors are. I just want you all to know that there are people out there who love you and will support you. I hate how many jokes are made about rape these days, such serious and damaging subject matters shouldn't be thrown around as if they mean...
Anonymous asked: when i was 7 till the time i was 14, i was raped by my brother. when i was old enough i started to self harm. when the school found out i didnt tell them why, but i told my mom. she told me to ignore it, act like it never happened. my brother was never punished. i still had to sleep in the room next to him. he started doing drugs and drinking and so did i. but when my mom found out she blamed...
Anonymous asked: when i was younger i was molested by a close family friend, & i dont really know what happened or many details because i blocked them out, but lately its been coming back to me little by little & im just so depresssed & broken, i dont know what to do anymore.
Anonymous asked: During the home stretch of high school, I was raped by my best friend all the way back from freshman year - he was also cheating on his girlfriend of 2+ years, who he broke up with shortly after. People found out, or at least, they found out that I had maliciously seduced him and tricked him into cheating on his partner. I was branded a dirty whore for the rest of school, I was completely alone...
I just wanted to say that i think you’re doing a wonderful thing. You are providing a safe place for people to voice their stories without judgement or ridicule, and i think that is incredibly important.
I also wanted to say that it doesn’t matter whether you were raped or not, if someone makes inappropriate advances towards you, if they try to touch you in any way that makes you...
When I was 16 my first love and first everything cheated on me so I broke up with him. I wanted to destroy myself so I changed my image and went to a party at my crush’s house to get completely fucked up. I was ending the night in a big bed with my crush and a few other people passing out to a movie. The 19 year old guy who i thought was just nice giving me drinks all night started making out...
i was wearing my gray sweat pants and a hoodie with the hood up. under my hoodie was my black senior t-shirt. my hair was up in a messy bun. i thought he was my friend so i sat on the porch to talk to him about things going on in my life because i was going through a lot at the time. but he didn’t care…
Anonymous asked: I'm not a rape victim but I just want to say that I cried reading all of these stories. This world is a fucked up place...
When I was 11-14, I was molested by my brother. Though the sexual abuse stopped, he continued to tell me how stupid and ugly I was. He just generally made me feel like the most worthless person on the planet.
My mother was no help in those years, and often made excuses for his behavior. He was jealous of me - because he had everything so much harder than me. He was so angry and has such low...
Anonymous asked: i have never told anyone that my brother raped me when i was seven years old. i blocked it out for about six years and then suddenly one night it all flooded back to me and sent me into depression for months. never believe that your victim will get over the consequences of rape. they may continue to live, and live happily.. but that feeling will always be over me when being sexual with a boy....
shayletslovebleedred asked: The only way I can describe this blog is BEAUTIFUL. I'm sure it helps many people. And to all of you survivors, you are all so strong and amazing. Thank you all so much for sharing your stories and letting others know that they are no alone <3
lutrea asked: This blog is amazing, and so are all these people telling their stories. <3 Stay strong.
I just can’t express how happy I am to run across this blog. It brings me to tears to read the stories, but it also makes me finally feel comfortable with what has happened to me twice. Thank you!
Anonymous asked: i know it's not rape because it was consensual, but my ex-boyfriend got me to do things i really didn't want to do after we broke up, because i still loved him and thought if i did these things he might love me. it was stupid i know, and at first when we were just kissing i really did want it, but then i just kept letting him do things because i can't say no to him, but it was...
Anonymous asked: I was 10 the first time I was raped. He was my best friend and his family was friends with my family. I pleaded, but he didn't care. I still remember the blood crawling down my legs and my body uncontrollably shaking. It happened about 2-4 times a week for 7 months. Six years later, I finally told one of my parents, though we had moved to a different state. A few months later, I met a guy I...
I was molested for many years by my own grandfather. I think i was really young when it first happened, because i dont even remember the first time. this always bothers me..i feel like i should remember the first time it occurred. I do remember it being little things at first; he would make me touch him and he would touch me. Then one night at his house while my whole family was there for easter,...
