Stories of Survivors

My oldest sister sexually abused me when I was little, I never really remembered until two years ago. I have a middle sister who my older one never treated like the way she treated me, I never understood that. I was just a little kid who wanted a big sister. The only time she touched me is when, well she TOUCHED me. I didn’t understand until I was older that what she did was wrong. I never told my parents and never will. I went to live with her and her husband, she emotionally abused me then apologized when I threatened to leave.I didn’t leave until I ended up in the hospital after cutting myself in my sleep. I am now back living with my parents, my sister now has a baby and I’m scared that this baby boy will end up like her and her husband, but her especially. 

I don’t know why I suddenly remembered everything, and sometimes I feel guilty for admitting this but, my sister is a bad person. She puts on a facade that everyone believes but behind closed doors she’s a monster. She should not be having babies. She should not be a mother.