Stories of Survivors

I’m the anon who was sexually, physically, and mentally abused her childhood and then at age 12/ early 13 i touched my siblings for awhile. I dont know what compelled me and i have apologized. I feel lost, I dont know what to do next. I want to get them help, but dont know who to turn. I’ve been reading alot of posts of people being molested and had no clue this happends so often. People should be educated earlier. It disgusts me that i will b in the statistics of a (hate this word) of a molester.

We have a great relationship now, but when they grow up they will hate me. And I realized this is just a computer screen. People are just too nice. What happended to me doesnt justify what I did to them. In the real life, people will call me a monster, that i should rot in hell, and should be killed, and have a life-sentence in prison. Others will say i was just a kid to. I realized kids can be harmful too. Aidan and Lexi I will get you help even if im the one that caused  it.

I am sorry, and realized that you will get through this, it will affect you but never defeat you. You are strong and beautiful, life is worth living throuh the pain. I truly love you guys. And I hope one day you might forgive me.