Stories of Survivors

Nothing can get better. I have no idea why did I even wrote what I'm planning to do. Anyway I will hopefully be gone by the end of the day, thank you for giving me another day of life now I hope you won't answer soon, goodbye

Fri, 17 May 2013 11:56:00 +1200

STOP, PLEASE. Don’t do it, please. I’ll help you through anything,

just please—

SOMEONE HELP ME TRACK THIS GIRL!

To the anon who just wrote… I saw your message and have to beg you to not kill yourself. It is...

Thu, 16 May 2013 10:38:57 +1200

To the anon who just wrote… I saw your message and have to beg you to not kill yourself. It is universally established that the worst thing to go through is rape. Life can literally only get better from here. You can make a lot of money by adopting, and be a role model for others going through this. You can do it, you can do it. I beg of you to keep your life.

— itsagreat

I got raped. Every time I tried to scream he punched me. I could feel how he is enjoying it. I didn't dare to breathe. I looked like shit. He left me beaten with no clothes in the bathroom. Now I am pregnant. That's right. And I am going to kill myself to finally be free and happy :-)

Thu, 16 May 2013 01:36:40 +1200

Listen to me, don’t.

I can’t say that I understand you, I’ve only been in a similar situation but not like this. But please, please I beg you. If you read this take my words in, this has a solution, this has a way out. God, how I hope I’m not too late. I am literally begging.

Please, don’t kill yourself over another person’s evil. You can get out of this, you can escape this and everything will be better, I swear.

Please.

- M

: A Letter to My Harasser

Tue, 14 May 2013 11:06:29 +1200

: A Letter to My Harasser :

afghanistaninphotos:

Hello sir,

I do not know your name, but you passed by me a week after Eid-ul-Fetr in the Bazaar in Kabul. You might remember me. I was the young woman wearing a white scarf and a long red embroidered tunic with dark pants. I was standing by a vegetable stand and…

It feels weird to write this because I havent really told anyone, you know. I have so many feelings and memories hidden inside and it's not fucking fair. What happened to me when I was a little girl, people say rape isn't the victims fault but it is the feeling I was left with, this intense guilt and this intense fear of doing things wrong or dissapointing people. Especially older people.

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 04:22:55 +1200

Was on a rave when my bestfriend forced me to take ecstasy. While drugged, she left me at night time by myself. I tried to look for her but I kept on falling all over the place. I couldn't do anything so I sat down somewhere and just enjoyed the music and the lasers. This guy sat next to me, I knew he was on e as he was chewing on his lips. He suddenly grabbed my hand and ask these guys where's a good place to do it, he brought me there and raped me. Went home crying that night.

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 04:22:45 +1200

Thank you for letting me know that I'm not alone.

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 04:22:37 +1200

Thank you. So much.

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 04:20:52 +1200

No dear, thank YOU.

Hi, there! My name’s Cassidy. I apologize that this...

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 04:20:42 +1200

Hi, there! My name’s Cassidy. I apologize that this isn’t a personal experience or anything. I just wanted to pop on by and tell you that firstly, you have a great blog. (But you already know that!) You help so many people and give us all a great, safe place to share our experiences and to make us feel strong and empowered, despite our struggles. Secondly, I wanted to tell you about my new Feminist shop I’ve recently opened up, Kitschy Slut Apparel. We sell some cutesy shit that you and your followers might enjoy. Give it a look, if you’d like! (You may especially like our “Kill Your Rapist” and “Slut Pride” shirts!) You can visit our Tumblr page, or our shop at (kitschyslut .bigcartel. com) Thank you for your time, help, and support! Have a good day! Mwah! :*

The stories being submitted on here are making me bawl. You precious humans should of never had to go through any of this..

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 04:20:09 +1200

When I was 4 or 5, my cousin started touching me. We’re both female. I never knew that I was...

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 04:19:56 +1200

When I was 4 or 5, my cousin started touching me. We’re both female. I never knew that I was being molested. She would make me touch her as well. It stopped when I was about 7 because one night we got caught. But that same year in 2nd grade, I was molested by a girl at my school. I was over at her house and she started touching me and then she began licking my private parts and made me do the same to her.

For 4 years I didn’t say anything. I told my mom and she said that she was so sorry that had happened and she wished I would’ve told her sooner so she could’ve done something. I’m almost 14 now and I will still never forget the stuff that happened to me. Whenever somebody touches me I jump or flinch. I don’t know if I’ll ever feel comfortable enough for somebody to touch like that ever again. I won’t even let my mom touch me.

I love how the post with "this is what I was wearing" speaks out showing that it's not the victim's fault. No one deserves that. She just looks like she should get a big hug because it never should've happened.

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 04:17:33 +1200

the neighbor's son was schizophrenic and he was friends with my older brother, he was a couple years older than me. him and my brother would play together over at our house for years. this boy would continually molest me from ages 7 to 11. when it started i didn't know anything about what a bad thing it was so i never told anyone and it kept happening. i've had it all blocked out.. until i came in contact with him again last month and it all rushed back to me.

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 04:17:18 +1200

He was smart and athletic, and he was a great friend at first. But eventually he started to do things like grab my butt or make comments about my breasts. I didn't do anything, because secretly I was flattered. I thought it was flirting. I flirted back. One day he locked me in his house and fingered me, pinning me down with a sock in my mouth. After he had jerked himself off he let me go and said that I had asked for it. I can't tell anyone because they'll think it was my fault. I'm so ashamed.

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 04:17:14 +1200

Hi, I haven't been raped, but if someone needs to talk, I'm here.

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 04:17:02 +1200

I was 4 and my family visited a close friends house, my sister who was 8 and the close friends daughter of the same age left the house and I followed, we crossed the road and met an older man who lived in the nice home. He took lots of pictures of everything and suddenly my sister and the friend left to go to the house. He told me to stay and began taking photographs of me. I remember him coming near me and walking me to a room down his hallway but things go blank. I wonder what happened to me.

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 04:09:04 +1200

I was 14 and had been dating this older boy for a few months, by now we had had sex many times. One day we were lying in the dark on my bed and he begins touching me, I decline and push him away, but he stays. He tries to kiss/touch me and then gets my pants off. He is on top of me and begins raping me, I struggle and keep saying a firm no. I start crying but for another minute he doesn't get off. Eventually he does and says the EXACT words: "when you said no I thought that meant you wanted it"

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 04:08:50 +1200

I'm not a rape victim, but it really saddens me how many of these posts say "I know it's not that bad" or "I know some people have it worse" or something along those lines. Even though some stories seem to you to have worse scenarios, it doesn't change the fact that what happened to you is fucking awful.

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 04:08:34 +1200

im a guy and yesterday i opened up to my boyfriend about the boy who raped me last summer and all he did was threaten to repeat the abuse

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 04:08:17 +1200

My cousin raped me from the ages of 4 to 12 years old, 4-5 times a week, he tells me everyday to never tell someone about it. I was just a little girl...

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 04:08:08 +1200